Patience, Patience, Patience ....

So, word from Ghana was yet another delay.  The Social Welfare Director said he has been sick since last week so he could not finish the report.   We wait for a new date to be determined.  The positive news from the court hearing today is that our lawyer asked the judge for an “open date” which means they can return at the point all documents are ready.  Our power of attorney in Ghana keeps reassuring us that everything will be fine.  Our only choice really is to continue to practice patience and wait.  Thank you for your continued prayers.  We will certainly let you know when our next date has been set.  Please pray that will happen soon!  We are going to be running into some deadline dates with upcoming changes in the US laws with international adoptions.  We need this first court date to happen in the next couple of months.  Thanks for following us on our journey!

Another Big Day Tomorrow

 

Tomorrow is our next scheduled court date.  We are looking forward to getting to the end of the day tomorrow so that we know the outcome.  Hopeful, realistic and most of all trying desperately to grasp onto the knowledge that God is in control of all of this.  He knows what needs to happen and He knows when it needs to happen. 

One thing that can be a constant struggle on this journey of adoption is knowing and trusting that the bigger plan that we cannot see is better than the plan that we tend to want have control over how it plays out.  I mean, there is a child who is an orphan, and there is a family with open arms waiting, it should just happen right?  Why the wait?  Why can’t God just move instantly in that moment that we think is the right moment and get that child into a family?  It is just like us, in our humanness, to want things on our time and in our way.  I struggle so much with this some days when I see all of the kids in need that live in this world.  What I tend to forget is the many things that God is doing along the way that are a part of HIS plan … not MY plan.  He knows things that need to happen, and often these things are also in our best interest (or the child we are seeking to adopt) we just cannot see it when we want what we want.  Kind of reminds me of being a parent to our children.  Oh how they WANT things and we know in that moment the timing is not right for them to have what they think is best.  We know that something else needs to happen first before it is best for what they want to play out … trying to remember that today.  I have a Heavenly Father, who knows what is best and He has it all in control.   

Thank you for your continued prayers.  Please pray for this sweet girl in Ghana.  Pray that her future would be made known and that if she is able to receive a forever family that we could be that family.  We are ready, waiting and trusting that Our Father knows best.

New Court Date Scheduled

 

Well we heard just a bit ago that the court date was rescheduled as the social welfare director did not finish with the social welfare report on the child referred to us.  We are disappointed but not surprised.  We have a new date set for April 9^th …. Please keep praying!  Thank you! 

CALLING ALL PRAYER WARRIORS!!

 

Our spring break came to an end yesterday.  Today the boys returned to school, Chris returned to work and Kylie and I returned to our daily routine of household chores (laundry – yuck!) a little TV for her and work for me.  It is fun to spend time as a family and build memories.  We so look forward to those moments that we have.  Often now when we are doing things together I think about what it will be like with one more little one in the crew.  When I see the boys so tenderly helping Kylie, will they do the same for our new little sweetie?  I am confident they will and even through the tasks asked of them, or the ones they chose to do just to help, they will step up and show Christ’s love.  It is a sweet thing to see as most of you probably experience in your homes as well.  I just love to watch the transforming heart.  There is no guarantee on this journey.  No “for certain” that any of our children will grab onto the transforming gift of Christ.  What a treasure it is. 

 

We are asking for prayer in the next 36 hours.  We still have a court date scheduled in Ghana for THIS Wednesday the 19th and are asking that you pray on behalf of this little one and our family.  Please pray for God’s plan to unfold and that He would move mountains to bring permanency for this sweet little girl.  Our prayer is always first and foremost that if this is God’s plan for her that He would make it happen.  We want to be sure that she is orphaned and that the processes that need to take place are done correctly.  We don’t want our impatience to cloud any plan that God has.  We wait, we pray and we hope for great news on Wednesday.  We know that news could be that court was held and things are not in order … or they attempted court but those needed to proceed did not show up.  In each and every scenario we trust and believe that God is working through it all.  And while you are praying in the next 36 hours, could you also pray for my sister Anita’s family.  There are weeks that are really tough when you are following God and doing things He is asking.  Sometimes those tough things come in the form of an attack by the one that does not want to see healing and restoration.  Please pray for them as well … I love them so much and it is so hard when tough times hit.  We serve a mighty big GOD and I know that He loves much deeper than we can fathom.  Thanks for following our journey, sending us never ending words of encouragement and for your faithful support.  We appreciate it so much!  

Realistic Hope?

 

Chris and I were having conversation over the weekend about our upcoming court date.  We are so hopeful that things will move forward on this date and we will know for sure the next steps with the child that has been referred to us.  The problem is REALITY.  The reality is, if we look at those that have gone before us we should be prepared to have our court date cancelled several times.  How does one remain in hope, but not get very disappointed when reality happens?  Is there such a thing as realistically hopeful?  That is where we feel we are at.  We HOPE for great things and that God has big plans to make things happen, we are REALISTIC that we may have to deal with a court date that doesn’t happen …. And then we look at expectations.  We hope, with an expectation that things likely won’t happen the way we want.  But then is that even hope? 

 

What it reminds us is that this all comes down to FAITH.  I think sometimes as Christians we throw these words around and don’t really think about what they mean.  When we made the decision to adopt Kylie we choose her middle name to be Faith … we knew our journey to her was directly related to our Faith in Christ and following God’s leading.  The verse we picked for her when we dedicated her was from Hebrews 11:1 -3 & 6 … “Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.  This is what the ancients were commended for.  By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God’s command so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible … And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him.”

 

So … our HOPE ultimately comes from our FAITH.  Without FAITH, we cannot truly HOPE!  We can be sure of what we hope for in this situation and we have faith that God is in control of it and knows all of the details that we cannot see.  So, maybe it is realistic hope … but really it is FAITH that allows the HOPE to exist!  Please continue to pray with us for March 19^th …. Please pray that God would move on behalf of this sweet orphan in Ghana who needs a forever family, and please pray that God would allow our family to be that family for her.  The picture I chose for this post reminds me of joyful faith and hope ... our fundraiser day that was so filled with hope and faith and those that love us.  Thank you so much for your love and support … we are honored that you are following our journey and appreciate your prayers so much!

We have a COURT DATE!!!

 

Chris was working with his iTunes on the computer this morning when our email tone sounded … and it was from Ghana!  I don’t believe we have ever gotten an email over the weekend so typically what happens is after we go through half of the day on Friday we adjust our expectations to not hear anything until (at the earliest) Monday night or Tuesday.  So, to get a message today was a bit of a shock.  WE HAVE  A COURT DATE!!!  We know that likely things will be canceled, or continued due to someone not showing up so we hesitantly move forward knowing that this could be canceled.  But for today, we REJOICE that we have a date to look forward to.  It is amazing how much you don’t realize how you are feeling about it all until that news comes in.  The floodgates open and a feeling of relief comes over you.  For those of you that have waited for their adoption to progress you know that feeling … the constant need to check your email just in case the email you were waiting for came in within the past five minutes since the last time you checked.  Thank you Lord for this wonderful news today!   Please continue to pray as we look forward to March 19^th … and hope that this day will bring more news.  Please pray for this sweet Ghana girl that needs a forever family.  Thank you for your prayers.  We so appreciate them. 

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl!

 

Well today is little girl’s 3^rd birthday – “little G” … our sweet Ghana girl.  We celebrated in this cold tundra last night making a home-made buttermilk chocolate cake topped with peppermint baking bits and lit candles for her. 

 

 

It is an odd thing because you move forward after receiving a referral knowing this child could be joining your family … but also, there is a very possible scenario that things won’t progress that way.  We think, plan and talk each day like she will be joining our family but the reality is we don’t know for sure.  We all talk about her and Kylie has been speaking more frequently about all of the things she wants to show and teach her when she arrives.  She told me today that she is going to share her blankets and reminded me that we still need to get a bunk bed in her room.  I told her that it will probably be a while still before we will be able to bring her home.   I then shared with her that we had to wait a while for her to come home too.  And that when she came home we were all so happy to finally meet her.

 

My heart is sad today … I am tired of the cold temperatures we are living through and I just want to reach the next step in this process.  This is when it is necessary to go to the only One who gives, HOPE!  I know that God has her in His hands and I trust that He has not left her as an orphan.  He will move when the timing is right.  I know I say that almost each time I write on this blog, but I often have to remind myself of that fact.  His plans are greater than my plans, His ways greater than my ways.

 

I was reading tonight about Ghana birthday traditions.  I don’t know how accurate this is, but in celebrating their birthday, Ghanaian children wake up with a special treat called “oto,” which is a patty made from mashed sweet potato and eggs fried in palm oil.  Later in the day they arrange a birthday party where they usually eat stew and rice and a special dish which is known as “kelewele.”  This is prepared from plantain chunks.  I just wonder if she had this special birthday treat “oto” today.  Will there be stew to celebrate her birthday?   Kylie made a special “birthday cupcake” from her Duplos to celebrate.  She would love to share this with her sister, but for now she will have to wait … Happy birthday sweet girl, happy birthday!  Please keep praying!